Tuesday, May 12, 2009

She likes me, she likes me not....

Uumm, how do you know that someone doesnt like you? Weird question huh? I thought myself, but Ive been wondering that for a while now about my Director (principal). The volunteer that was here before me was some dude named Lincoln. He was was of those super volunteers in the eyes of the students and faculty. He got the school those dry erase boards, and got a loud speaker system installed in the school. He had a BG girlfriend whom he has since married, which of course makes him EXTRA SUPER!
With that being said, when I first first first came to the school, the director mentioned that I was not what she was expecting, but I was really cute so she was happy I was here. She is a woman of not many words, and I honestly dont see her often, but when I do, its often extremely awkard, and ALWAYS left wondering if she even likes me.

When we see each other:

-she never speaks first. One time I was walkin down the hall and saw her. Mind you, its just me and her walkin down the hall, so I know she saw me. Had I not said anything, she would have kept walkin, exeplified in the fact that she was almost behind me when I said something to her.
-When my nervousness doesnt get thebest of me and I manage to articulate a hello or good afternoon in BG, she just nods
-I have encountered several odd looks from her
-I tense up and sense a very cold feeling come over me. I was talkin to a colleague and she walks in. I completely stop speakin (and damn near breathing for that matter). She says her lil bit then walks out the room. I might as well had been invisible

So I ask again, does she like me or not?

1 comment:

Thought Experiments Gone Wrong said...

I find that it's easy to read a lot into the terse interactions and strange looks around these parts when they probably have little to do with us. But also, I've started getting a bit defensive about it and thinking "Who the hell cares if they like me?" It's probably not the healthiest way of going about things.